Overcoming Homosexuality

by larrell on July 9, 2009

Growing up I had a pretty normal life, I was raised in a Christian home with my mother, father and one younger brother. From the age of two years old my parents and grandmother had me in church every Sunday, singing in the children’s choir, and participating in church plays. As I got older I was heavily involved with the youth ministry.

At this time I thought my relationship with God was great, for I had been in church my whole life. I considered myself to be a very good person However I was still living a life style not worthy of the gospel of JESUS CHRIST. I was going to church every Sunday and professing to be a Christian, yet I was still drinking, partying, and hanging with the wrong crowd of people, who didn’t acknowledge GOD at all in their lives. I had a self righteous attitude about myself; I would spend so much time at church, that I thought I had a great relationship with GOD. I also thought that since I was a good person, kind, and helpful to everyone, that GOD was pleased with my lifestyle and I was surly going to heaven.

Before I starting attending The Passion for Christ Movement (P4CM.com), I went to a church that would water down the gospel of JESUS CHRIST, by not preaching the whole truth about GOD through scripture, and I myself didn’t read GOD’s word to find out how Christian are expected to live. I would only read the scriptures that were convenient for me, and didn’t bring a strong conviction against the way I was living.

As a teenager I got involved in all kind of sin, homosexuality being one of them. At that time I couldn’t find the place in scripture where God addressed homosexuality, but everyday while I was involved in a relationship with a female I felt GOD tugging on my heart. It was a strong conviction, which I didn’t want to invite at first, because I wanted to enjoy my sin. I knew in my heart that my gay lifestyle and my sinful nature was against GOD, but I would justify it by saying that I’m so involved with the church, and that I give to the needy, plus GOD knows that I’m a good person. I lived a life involved in a homosexual relationship for five years, knowing that GOD wasn’t pleased with the way I was living. Thank GOD for his mercy and grace, for he didn’t give up on me, he continued to call me to come to him and repent.

Because I thought I loved my girlfriend and spent so much time with her, I felt that it would be impossible for me to break free from our relationship, I spent so much time trying to ignore GOD’s conviction on my life which lead me into other sins. I honestly made myself believe that the sin of homosexuality was so great that GOD was upset with me, and that he really didn’t have the power to change something like homosexuality that was a big part of me. Bless GOD because my life was changed forever when I met minister Facey from P4CM and he witnessed to me.

Shortly after I was invited to visit P4CM by Blair Wingo, (she is the spokes person for the ministry). My hypercritical life was changed forever after that. Since I have been attending P4CM, I have learned the fundamental basis of Christianity, for example; to be Christian is to be like CHRIST, meaning my actions had to change. It’s not enough to just say that I was a Christian yet my actions didn’t reflect it (Titus 1:16). I also now have a clear view of the cross of JESUS CHRIST, before I didn’t understand how important it is to have a complete understanding of why CHRIST died for me. By understanding this fact, I now know that this is the foundation to my faith as a Christian. I’m now justified because CHRIST took my sins and died for me on the cross. Now I’m reconciled back to GOD to have a relationship with him.

When JESUS CHRIST sacrifice his self in my place he satisfied the wrath of GOD that was against me because I had sinned against him my whole life thus braking the power of the evil one that once controlled my actions, I’m now set free from all my sins… amen. Now I live a life worthy of the gospel of JESUS CHRIST by faith, trusting in GOD alone and not leaning to my own understanding. When I look back on my life, I wish that I had someone to share the truth about the gospel of JESUS CHRIST, and what GOD expected from my life as a Christian through his Holy word. Not by any works that I could do on my own, for it is only by GOD’s grace that I’m saved (Ephesians 2:8-10).

Through the (Ex Homosexual Ministry) GOD has given me the opportunity to share my testimony with this generation. I thank GOD for the privilege to be able to share my story with so many people daily to display his power. The purpose of the Ex homosexual ministry is to expose the lies behind the gay lifestyle that many people in this generation are believing; and to also expose the power of GOD, and how he can deliver anyone from the homosexuality.

With GOD my goal is to reach out to anyone that is curious about the gay lifestyle, or all ready involved in a same sex relationship. Thank GOD he has made me a living witness for people who want to get out of the gay lifestyle and get to know him. GOD has the power to set anyone free from homosexuality for that is not his will for your life, he is willing and ready to do so, all you have to do is agree with his Holy word, pray asking him to deliver you, and believe that he will and is capable to set you free from your sin. GOD is faithful, and he will come and deliver you if you just believe (Matthew 21:22). Some Scriptures in the Bible concerning Homosexuality are: (Leviticus 18:22, Leviticus 20:13, 1 Corinthians 6:9-11, Romans 1:26-28, Jude 6-9, Genesis chapter 19 and 2 Peter 2:6). NIV Bible

If you would like to contact someone for help in overcoming homosexuality, please don’t wait, send me a email today (larrell@p4cm.com) and I will labor with you answering any question that you may have, deliverance is possible!!! God bless you.

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Email: larrell@p4cm.com ; exhomosexual@p4cm.com

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Tiffany July 12, 2009 at 12:44 am

W0W.This is awsome. This has really blessed me to know that you have recieved total deliverance from the homosexual lifestyle.I needed this.You cleared up alot of stuff and good things you have the scriptures @ the bottom.

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Confused December 15, 2009 at 1:23 pm

How can I email you? I came across this today, and would really like to talk to someone!!

Thank you!

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larrell Reply:

Hello, you can email me at larrell@p4cm.com, i look forward to hearing from you, have a blessed day

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Natasha March 12, 2010 at 1:23 am

I am blessed to finally have that confirmation that God can actually heal someone from this “Spirit!” I have someone who i care for and love deeply and genuinely but is struggling with this:( At times he shows that he wants to change then other times for example, when he is dealing with side problems at home, he runs to it like he wants it. He calls it his “high” yet when we start to talk about the Lord he says he wishes he can get help from it because he knows its wrong but doesnt feel like there is anyone in this world that knows his pain. He belives( & i kind of agree with him) that u can only give good effective advice only if u have been through the same situation. I really really love and care for him but he is torn between the Lord and the World and doesnt know wat to do, I try to be of assisstance the best way I know how to be but in the end he is still struggling and confused! I AM DESPERATE! PLEASE HELP:(

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Larrell Dillihunt Reply:

Hello, I have tried to send you more then one reply. please contact me at my email (larrell@p4cm.com), Im more then willing to help you. God Bless you

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Anarossa January 16, 2011 at 3:03 pm

I just need help in overcoming bisexuality

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Megan August 1, 2011 at 1:29 pm

i know this was posted a long time ago but it helped me so much i feel like thats my same story expect i havent had courage to walk away

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Larrell Dillihunt Reply:

God will give you the courage that you need, If he did it for me he can do it for you. Please contact me via email at larrell@p4cm.com, I will share with you my steps to deliverance. God is able, hope to hear from you soon

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Shon October 17, 2011 at 2:45 am

This is a constant battle in my life I want to get help from someone who has been here.

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Larrell Dillihunt Reply:

Shon I would love to speck with you, please contact me as soon as you can, God Bless (larrell@p4cm.com)

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Ann-Shirley December 27, 2011 at 11:57 am

Well I struggle daily with this and I am not sure I want this to go away because it feels good but I also know that the heart is the greatest deceiver of all. I am just trying to do the right thing I am spilt in two and want to follow my heart but I remember the scripture that says Jeremiah 17:9 “The heart is more deceitful than all else And is desperately sick; Who can understand it? If I can get help with this then I will take it because I am tired of feeling confused on what to do.

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Larrell Dillihunt Reply:

I am here to help as much as possible, the fact that you are willing to seek God is a start. God can change your desires to line up with his will for your life. please contact me at (larrell@p4cm.com). Hope to hear from you soon, God Bless

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